I have a *&^%&))&^-ing chip on MY shoulder. I am TIRED of being embarrassed every March. OH YES IT IS embarrassing losing to teams that are seeded 10 notches below us. And it is embarrassing to lose to Wichita State. Wichita Effing State. Really?
Evidently, I'm a snob. An elitist snob. I fully expect KU to win 35+ games. Every year. I expect to go to the Final Four. Every year. I expect our teams to hustle - give us their blood, sweat and tears. Every year.
I'm sick of being apathetic. I'm sick of not giving a crap any more after we get humiliated. My wife is glad. A lot less stuff is broken around the house. I'm not glad - I want to be PISSED when we lose.
I don't want to EVER have another season where some richard-noggin comes up to me and says " How 'BOUT them Shockers? ".
I want to go to our locker room and tell them how unimpressed I am with our OAD's and McD's (for the most part). I want to teach them how to play like their lives depended on it for two hours. I want to give them a class on KU History. The Wilt's, the Lovellette's, the Manning's - hell, I could type for an hour about the great - GREAT - players that have been here. And not only been here, but been invested in the heart of the program. Been invested in the town of Lawrence and the state of Kansas. I LOVE those guys who are pissed after a loss. Who cry after a loss. Who feel like they've let their teammates, fans, family and friends down after a loss.
Those kinds of guys are the reason that we are the second winningest program in college basketball history.
I want them back.