Brandon Rush came home yesterday and his jersey is still not hanging in the field house. Rush and Self had not seen each other in two years and his jersey is still not hanging in the field house. Bill Self says Brandon Rush is the greatest defensive player he ever coached and his jersey is still not hanging in the field house. IMHO, Brandon Rush is still the best freshman basketball player Bill Self has ever coached at KU and his jersey is still not hanging in the field house.
Why?
There has seemed a tension between coach and player, since the end of Brandon's last season; that was the season Brandon was was not coming back for until a severe knee injury sent him under the knife, into rehab and then to the most heroic, spectacular and downright melodramatic recovery and ring-winning senior season in KU Basketball history.
Brandon seemed to leave for the pros and never look back. From a fans distant view, it appeared as if he felt what he had given KU Basketball had never been adequately recognized or appreciated. It appeared that Brandon wanted some recognition, or appreciation from Self that Self was unwilling to give.
Looking back we can only imagine how tough Self must have been on Brandon, who was going straight to the pros until the OAD rule kicked in and he at the last minute chose Self and KU.
Self was then trying to craft his first KU team full of his own recruits. Self had inherited a running team from Roy Williams that many thought could win a ring, but that Self turned into half court grind it out club. It's style of play never seemed fully suited to its personnel. Injuries undermined it. It got stopped at the Elite Eight--a great accomplishment few appreciated because of stratospheric, long-deferred hopes for a ring under Roy.
That now often forgotten early team of Self's also had a superb player on it. His name was Wayne Simien. And though fans did not quite realize it then, the massively muscular, yet still stunningly athletic Simien was (and remains) the quintessential Self Baller, even after all the greats that would follow. He carried a team on his back offensively in a way no KU player has had to do since. He earned Self's highest offensive praise he has ever given. Self said repeatedly after Wayne finished playing: he was money on the blocks. If you could get him the ball on the low block, Wayne scored...on anyone...period.
Self comes from the Larry Brown/Bob Knight/Eddie Sutton school of honesty about players. This school believes that truth in assessment and comparison of what was done, no matter how harsh, or how praiseworthy, cannot be violated, no matter who's feelings get hurt. These coaches can go on and on about potential and ceiling and phenomenal kinds of skills, but on the subject of what has a player actually done? That has to be truth. Why? Because performance is finally the benchmark in any survey of the legacy of the game. Without that benchmark, no one can get better because with out the benchmark of truth, no one can know what the best was before hand and so no one can tell if someone else has raised the bar. Excellence in basketball is not a relative term within given eras of the game.
Wayne was the best on the offensive end, even though Brandon carried the team offensively all four seasons and lead them to a ring; that had to stick in Brandon's craw.
And Brandon came along when Self was probably at his most maniacally driven point of his career. Self wanted his first ring bad. He had the choker label. He hadn't won a ring and 9 titles then. He hadn't cut Boot Camp in half yet. He hadn't been given along term security yet. He still believed everything was necessary to obsess on, not just some things.
And he hadn't asked Brandon to muscle up and become a defensive Magister Ludi at the 3 in Self's glass bead game of team defense-first ball to win a ring.
But he had asked Brandon to sacrifice for the team and play out of position at the 3 for all of four seasons, instead of his money position--the 2. What everyone overlooks about the great Rush is that he was going to straight to the L, as the perfect NBA 2. All he needed was work on his off hand at dribbling, otherwise he had the hall of fame package. Unlike Andrew Wiggins, he could shoot 43% from trey in his sleep and guard at D1 speeds from the start.
Harsh Truth Time: to this point, Brandon Rush was better as a Freshman than Andrew Wiggins. Self started out trying to put the team on Andrew's back and he couldn't carry it. Instead he had to shift it to Joel Embiid's back. In contrast, Self didn't put it on Rush's back to begin with and then had to. And Rush carried that team his freshman season, at both ends.
And this talk of Rush not knowing how to spell defense in the beginning is a lot of hogwash. Rush's freshman defense would have made him the defensive lock down star of this year's team.
But in the end, Rush never seemed to feel adequately appreciated by Self and Self never seemed to feel adequately appreciated by Rush.
And then Rush's injury plagued pro career was over shadowed by Mario Chalmers' XTRemely fortunate 2 ring so far pro career and Chalmers got his jersey hung.
Chalmers was a great KU player. He made The Shot. BUT CHALMERS WAS NEVER THE BEST PLAYER ON THAT TEAM. EVER. RUSH WAS. PERIOD.
Chalmers' jersey was hung first, because it was good PR for recruiting in an Age of HyperHype. Hanging the jersey of a KU star on Lebron's NBA Champion gets national media hype. It is called striking while Mario's iron is hot; that was good for Self and KU but a slap in the face to Rush.
So now, after the sting has worn off some, Rush comes home a few years later at NBA all star break not an all star, and humbled, and Self finally admits Rush was the best defensive player he ever had.
On one level Self is withholding, not giving the player he road to his only ring the unconditional approval that little brothers seek before they finally grow fully up. Self is saying Wayne was better on offense.
On another level Self is being gracious and giving his somewhat estranged player the greatest honor short of the best overall label that exists in Self Ball: best defensive player.
It is an indirect admission that Rush was better than Chalmers, who's jersey hangs in the field house for reasons other than who was best on the sacred wood.
It means Rush's old coach is waiting to hang Rush's jersey until the Little Brother in Rush is finally extinguished and Rush can quit mourning and self pitying about how things might have gone and start being glad and grateful for how they did go. About how much money he does make and about how much his old coach does esteem him, whether or not their personalities ever did mesh as well as they should have. In the end they both did something great and lasting at KU that overrides all the rest of the might have beens.
They should both as soon as possible be standing at center court celebrating the hanging of Brandon's jersey and thinking the words of the immortal Lou Gehrig.
I feel like the luckiest man on the face of the earth.
Time waits for no one.
Tragedy can strike at any moment.
And then it would be too late to savor the moment together.
Don't let it happen, Coach.
Don't let it happen, Brandon.
Rock Chalk.