Well story even though back in the early 70's when that was me - -you really didn't have a lot of left hand pitchers, which was a bonus for me, got to go to Cincinnati's farm system after a tryout at Butler County, went to the farm system- -but just didn't work out couldn't get over the hump, I guess I was looking for a quick hit - -the quick trip up and that just doesn't happen, and of course you didn't make near the money then as you do know, frustration set in and I dunno still frustrating.
A lot going on, getting married trying to settle into that - frustrated over not achieving where I wanted to be, - -I remember going back to my old high school watching a football game, and ran across my old Base ball or one of my old Coaches and he asks , says can I ask you a question - -so I say sure, and he says WHY didn't you try a little longer maybe harder to hit your goal, make THAT major -- and I couldn't really give a solid answer, and he says well I know this he says I've seen a lot of players, coached a lot of pitchers - -and I've NEVER seen a pitcher be able to throw a curve like you make makes your break, - -and then your velocity was sweet, and it was great to get the compliment - but yet just brought back the frustration ya know lol -- -ROCK CHALK ALL DAY LONG BABY